Sabtu, 28 Jun 2014

Siri mengenal masalah mental part 1

Salam to all :)

Cuaca hari nih memang panas kan? dengan jerebu lagi...memang tak sihat la utk aku keluar bersuka-ria...

Hari nih masuk hari ke-5 aku dekat psychiatry posting dan dengan bangganya hari nih aku tak tido langsung kat kelas...memang pelik la kalau aku tak tido kan? previous class mmg membute je...tak boleh nak buat apa dah...

Punca aku tak tido dalam kelas firstly sebab seat depan aku betul-betul Dr. Kartini...whoa! memang cari nahas la kalau aku tido kan? Hari nih kitaorang ada seminar pasal somatization disorder presented by students@kawan2 aku jugak and they did a very good job! Memang best and Dr.Kartini pun puji jugak...hehe bangga aku dengan dorg...

So, hari ini aku nak bagi kelas free kat korang? tak nak sudah tp gerenti menyesal punya la... Sebab apa?? sebabnya... berkemungkinan di akhir lecture aku nh korang akan tahu yang sebenarnya korang memang ada masalah mental...hah!! MASALAH MENTAL OKAY! Bukan gila! lain tu...Kita bercakap tentang kesihatan mental...ecece bunyi dah macam pegawai kesihatan dah aku...

Tajuk hari ini bertepatan dgn apa yg aku belajaq...berkongsi ilmu tu kan bagus...

Membebel lak kan? Ok back to the bussiness, aku nak share pasal firstly somatization disorder.

Sory la aku campuq2 melayu dengan english..buat-buat paham je la ye...

SOMATIZATION DISORDER


The manifestation of psychological distress by the presentation of bodily symptoms

Maksudnya, macam nih, aku bagi contoh;

Makcik A, 40 years old presented with complaints of unresolved abdominal pain, diarrhea, vomiting. Investigation done was uneventful. So, she seek psychiatrist for second opinion. On further questioning, actually she had marital disharmony and had to take care of her sick mother.STRESS KAN??

<cerita nih rekaan semata-mata utk tujuan pembelajaran>

So, kita boleh tgk makcik nh mcm ade surgical problems kan? Tp despite all, still unresolved. Lepas korek2 history rupanya ada masalah lain. 

Patient ada masalah mental dan badan dia yg tunjuk symptoms. Otherwise, dia takde hallucination, delusion or something else...

Penyakit nih common in female, less educated people and onset selalu before 30 years old






CONVERSION DISORDER


English dictionary oxford: 
Psychiatry The manifestation of a mental disturbance as a physical disorder or disease:
Cara senang nak faham and taknak bagi confuse dengan somatization disorder macam nh...
Patient have psychological problem but manifested as physical symptoms like motor symptoms and sensory.
Okay, peeps contohnya macam nh;Pakcik B, 54 years old Chinese admitted to medical ward for history of sudden bilateral lower limb weakness.The diagnosis made was Gullain Barre and he was given Ig. Surprisingly, he recovered after 1 day. On next 2 month, same thing happened again and the medical team doubt the diagnosis and refer to psychiatrist.After having along talk, the patient actually have history of fighting with her wife and he told that the symptoms usually happened suddenly while he arguing with the wife.
Nampak tak, patient tiba2 tak boleh jalan dan symptoms tu sekejap je and no prolonged.This one kita panggil conversion disorder. Tapi kena ingat, mesti exclude other IMPORTANT MEDICAL CAUSES first sebelum diagnosed as CD.



Setakat tu je...aku dah ngantuk and thanks sebab sanggup baca...

ESOK AKU NAK PERGI PICNIC ! SILA JELES! 

PLEASE JANGAN JEREBU PULAK!

Till then with love <3






p/s: Nanti aku continue part 2  lepas aku balik picnic :P











Rabu, 25 Jun 2014

All about thriller movie!

Salam to all :)

My 3rd day psychiatry posting....and i can tell you the best way to excel this posting is by watching movies...

Boleh dikatakan most of my lecturer include some clips from the film to show the examples of disorders...

Honestly, aku memang penakut jugakla kalau bab2 nak tengok citer thriller....bloody here and there....pheww...berpeluh tengok!! bantal pulak bersepah2 sbb nak cover muka!!

Kalau nak tgk sorang2 memang takla..kena ajak teman jugak...

Tapi, in a postive way....plot citer2 macam nh mmemang best kalau nak compare dgn cintan-cintun yg memang stereo tu kan...

Mesti ending unexpected punya!!

Lets take a look on my list of thriller movie...nh semua yg aku pernah tgk la...and mmg best!!

  1. Shutter island  



Trailer shutter island!! Leonardo looked anxious kan? keep hallucinating.....mmg best gila citer nh!

Citer nh mula2, mmg nampak mcm biasa ja sbb leonardo nh act as a marshall trying to solve problem in this island....Storyline tu nampak mcm dia dtg dgn assistant dia....and once arrive, he started his investigation la....bla2 but yg pelik everyone mcm pelik la semua...included the director.....yg marshall nh selalu nampak bayangan wife dia and actually there is story behind that....the wife is already dead LOL! Mmg director nh awesome sbb buatkan aku percaya yg mmg ade komplot dlm hospital gila tu....dia pandai alihkan perhatian kita kat marshall yg sebenarnya the main highlight!! Dia schizo kowt!!! Better korang tengok baru feel la kan...kalau aku cerita macam merapu la pulak...

     2. The purge



Watch the trailer... kalau korg boleh analyze, dorg nh dah macam ada bipolar disorder!

Owh....this story nh kalau tgk cover film....mmg nampak cam gempak la...sbb lain dari yg lain....Cuba la korang bayangkan....at one night everything ILLEGAL becomes LEGAL!! korang nak bunuh jiran yg memekak? silakan.....whoa!!! time nh nak test who owns the best security!!

yg serang2 nh kalau tgk mmg sah ada bipolar disorder!!

at one point, aku tak puas hati bila dekat nak ending...habis macam tu je...kena lagi thriller mati here and there baru best!!!

Nasib baik tak tengok kat wayang....rugi2!

    
 3. The passenger


Watch the trailer>>>


At first, citer nh a little bit slow la....tp have a nice plot...twist here and there sbb anne hathaway mula2 dipotraykan mcm gila la...hallucinating....tp at the end...dia dh mati rupanya and everyone yg comeout in her vision actually trying to lead her way to the light....best2!


To be continued!

Till then with love <3

Entry pasal JODOH part 1

Salam to all :)

Bersempena dengan entry aku pasal jodoh, sila pasang lagu cinta feveret sendiri ye, baru ade feelin gitu...
Aku layan lagu nih je...Dia by Sammy simorangkir klik sini

Ok? dah pasang ke belum? 

Bismillah....

Ehmm....JODOH ye...emmm JODOH KAN??

Susahnya nak start nh....

Okay... keep calm down  and write....

JODOH....sacred
JODOH....vague
JODOH....grey??
JODOH....hello?? JODOH? ape tu?

blehh3...haha...
JODOH=SOULMATE
Dah jumpa VS Belum Jumpa

Dah jumpa JODOH = one step complete :)
Belum JUMPA = aku habuk pun tak nampak nih?

Dah jumpa JODOH = kawin la kan? apa lagi..mission accomplish! start bina family la!
Belum JUMPA = Seghabut kepala otak aku...pk sal keja lagi nh...orang sibuk nanye...

Dah jumpa JODOH = upload2 pic kebahagian ku ...oh so sweet...!
Belum JUMPA = pls get rid of ur pics now!! rasa nak conteng2 ja!!

Dah jumpa JODOH = kahwin da and bakal jadik parents ...whoaa...so hepi:) update status twitter : mommy and daddy to be :) plus gambaq scan!
Belum JUMPA = please la i don't want to see this anymore!!!

Drama betul la aku nih!! 

HAVE YOU EVER WONDER WHY U DONT MEET YOUR JODOH YET?

HAVE YOU???

I DID! <3

What's the reason again!!

Because HE knows that i'm not ready yet! :)

And definitely, jgn sedih and depress sbb isu2 jodoh nh...it will come naturally...and just go on with your life...

Start prepare yourself for the better future :) 

Kan janji ALLAH tu pasti...

 “Wanita-wanita yang keji adalah untuk laki-laki yang keji, dan laki-laki yang keji adalah buat wanita-wanita yang keji (pula), dan wanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik (pula).” (An Nuur: 26)

Please girls...keep calm and start improve yourself...


woot3!!

Menjelang ramadan :)


general <3


till then with love <3

to be continued




Selasa, 24 Jun 2014

Coming soon TRANSFORMER: AGE OF EXTINCTION!

Salam to all :)

Whoa!!! post kali nh gempak sikit! Sila lihat poster dibawah! haha!


 Coming soon TRANSFORMER: AGE OF EXTINCTION!



Oghang lain sibuk pasai WORLD CUP!! Sorry aku memang sungguh-sungguh tak minat bola...taktaula nanti kalau kahwin macam mana, mmg taklah kalau bab-bab bola nih...tapi entry kali bukan pasal bola okay!!

Aku kalau bab-bab movie memang layan! haha..eksaited! saya suka3<gaya mei ling upin ipin hehe...> claps*

Memang takkan ku lepaskan la!! tp yg regret sbb shia le beauf dah tak join part nih! huhu...tp OPTIMUS PRIME pun machoo habes!! cepat cakap sapa dub suara dia!! sexy woii!!

Sapa yg xtgk lagi previous series mmg kena tgk la nak amik mood la katakan...

check it out trailer dia...pls cepat sikit 27 hb....dh gatai kaki nak g tgk dh ni...



gempak kowt!! 

till then with love <3..nnt after aku tgk aku bg spoiler kt korang :P

sharing on psychiatry posting

It has been such a looooonnngggg day for me...

Ok, aku terlupa pulak! Salam to all :)

Previous post aku ad cita kan yg sekarang aku tgh posting psychiatry....


my logbook :)

My first impression of this posting??... i just want to pass it safely...jahat betul!!

tapi seriously psychiatry bukanlah passion aku sgt sbb aku sendiri  pun dah macam tak betoi sikit so mcm mna nak treat people kan? so i just want to play safe game...

tapi lagi...posting nh mcm interesting sikit la sebab mostly covers on human behaviour dan yg lain daripada lain sikit sbb more focus on the history taking....

Setakat nih, our class just full of lectures yg mmg sya tido la kebanyakannya...and jgn igt sya student bermasalah tp kalau korang tya meds school lain....sitting in the lecture hall just like a torture for us tau..ngantuk sgt...tambah2 kalau lecturer monotonous..me yg helpless bukan nak salahkan lecturer! sorry drs!...

Tapi tido2 aku pun still able take note mana2 yg penting tau...bukan la memanjang ja tido....teruk betoi kan?
Nak review skit...aku ada lecture on mental state examination which mainly focus on observation and speech...

To  people yg determine nak jadik psychiatrist tegar tu mmg kena ada good eyesight and mesti kena sensitif mcm detektif conan tu... supaya korang tak terlepas body gesture yg suggestive for the diagnosis...

Aku salute hormat la kat korang yg ada angan2 nak sambung master psychiatry!!

Ok back to my lecture's review...

bile dah belajar nh kadang aku rasa semua org mmg ada masalah mental cuma beza serius dgn tak serious je...

KO ade??? pls see ur own GP ASAP woii!!

Yang serious tu macam mn? pesakit mental YANG SERIUS selalunya kita tgk symptoms sama ada kacau ke tak hidup dorg dgn orang sekeliling....PALING SERIUS! Patient yg ada suicidal tought!

For mental state examination, things that should be checked :

  1. general appearance; gait, grooming (org kalau depression slalu pakai baju gelap2, seghabai dan tak terurus TAPI kalau manic patient, dia akan pakai colorful), posture ( awkward suggest for extrapyrimdal disease...acute dystonia? parkinson?), facial expression (masklike facies /flat expression boleh jadi schizo, parkinson, depression)
  2. motor behavior; restless, mannerism, stereotype movement, waxy flexibility cerea..
  3. response to the interview; kena tgk body language patient; aggresive ke? restless? less interest ke?
  4. mood; penting utk narrow down diagnosis..tgk mood dia sama je ke, berubah2 atau incongruence? incongruence nh mcm mood yg salah utk situation example mcm kalau pt gelak bila cerita tentang ahli keluarga yg dh passed away...kan xkena tuu...nh symptoms mixed manic!
  5. speech; slow ke fast? fast nh selalunya pt manic; overtalkative
  6. hallucination; tgk pt gaze kalau2 fixed at one place..maybe heard something?
  7. delusion
  8. illusion?
  9. thought; ask patient about suicidal thought? BAHAYA NH!
  10. sensorium?
  11. cognition; patient memory?
effective interview kena start dgn building rapport first...dont start kalau pt drowsy sbb kta takkan dpt the real story from them...

contoh effective interview utk manic patient


kalau tgk video nh, pt tu look restless, full of ideas...talk non stops and patient's shirt colorful kan?? Aku kalau dpt patient mcm nh seghabut la...melayan dia sembang smpai esok pun tak habis...

yang nh pulak interview utk patient depression


starting video tu pun facial expesson look sad, always look down...mcm ada masalah...patient lingering fingers showing some mannerism...lack of sleep..fear...

My lecturer ad pesan, for psychiatry bile time nak interview tu jgn tunjuk kita nak rush sgt and let it be open ended question...Patient somehow just need someone to share the problem and listens to them...tu pun dah dikira therapy...

That is one part...

Second lecture was about HANDLING SUICIDAL PATIENT!
The best thing bile Dr Syed tunjuk video nh! check it out..


Haha, mmg lawak!! igtkan dah berkecai dah...tgk2 vacuum jadik hero :)

Why people want to commit suicide?? Hidup nih sekali je senang2 je matikan...Its in the hands of ALLAH SWT and you don't have any right to take charges of it...

HEARTBROKEN?? LOSS OF HOPE?? FEELING USELESS?? DEPRESSION??

Sape2 yg ada suicidal thought tu sila2 mengucap panjang2...ingat mak ayah....kesian kt keluarga and diri sendiri jugak....

org2 yg ada tendency nak buat kerja2 gila nh kita takboleh tinggalkan dia soghang2...kena selalu pantau...
family pulak kena support patient2 yg mcm nh...jgn pulaukan sbb masalah personal masing...

kalau kita tgk dkt paper, blog byk cita pasal gadis bunh diri la sbb pakwe lari..., pakwe xnak bertanggungjawab la...dah mengandung la...gambar bogel tersebar....MALU woii!!

Satu je aku nak pesan...please think first before you do it!! jgn sebab CINTA ITU BUTA, last2 korang merana kat neraka!

okay keep calm and go on sya...

my last lecture was about BIPOLAR MOOD DISORDER, as name imply bipolar so ada dua personality...
selalunya org2 mcm nh kejap kita tgk ok kejap tak....tapi kalau tgk balik aku pun kadang2 mcmtu jugak....

hah!! nh la beza org normal dgn tak normal....kita kena tengok duration of symptoms tu...kejap ke berpanjangan...

definition mestilah EXTREME SUSTAINED DEPRESSION OR ELATION ACCOMPANIED BY CHANGE OF BEHAVIOUR, PERCEPTION, AND IDEATION!

alahai, something comin up! wait for part 2 pulak ye...

till then with love <3





Isnin, 23 Jun 2014

Ads yg paling annoying

Salam to all :)

How are you today? 
I'm fine thank you...
how's the weather today??
So hot...how about you??

dear readers....aku tgh dalam mood psychiaty posting neyh so kena gila2 sikit...belajaq cakap soghang2...hehe

back to the post's title....ADS YANG PALING MENYAMPAH!!

Aku nh mmg pantang bila kita nak buffer video kan2...punyala x sabaq nak tgk next part alih2 muka dia jugak la nak kena pandang....

Aku mmg geram betulla dgn mat salih soghang nh...dok promote website hotel dya kowt....
Uolls pernah tgk ke muka dia nh?? hands up sapa2 yg feelin mcm aku!!


bagi free ads kat dia!!

sebab dia ja... dah membazir 5SECONDS!! urghhh!!

yepp!! annoying gila kan? tp apa la hak aku nak halang dia...dia bayaq so dya boleh advertise...whatever tp part of it dia membuatkan darah aku menyirapppp tak tentu pasal...

whatever??

so, aku mmg tgh layan lakorn.Haha apa popcorn?unicorn? lakorn la woii!!...xpernah dengaq ka?
drama thailand la readers.....

so kalau layan lakorn neyh mmg slalu park kat viki and at last jumpa mat saleh soghang yg aku dh describe lebih kat atas neyh...

till then with love <3 aku nak sambung tgk sanaeha sunya kaen ...korang kalau nak join leh klik sini

Ahad, 22 Jun 2014

My white cats...

Salam to all :)

Welcome back after short break....part of me, rasa mcm best sbb tinggal lagi dua minggu utk 4th year...and another part lagi rasa anxious sbb tgh tggu result for the previous exam...

Just for now...lets keep calm and pray to Him a lot!

Bila time balik rumah, rindu sangat dengan kucing2 aku yg ada 5 ekor tu...sebelum neyh aku ad 9 ekor tp kena get rid half sbb mcm x terjaga dah yg lain..so the principle is that..keep the male one and the only the strongest and the cleanest one at home...so tinggai la 5 ekoq kat rumah...

Aku ad 3 ekor white cats, 1 kittens yg tompok2 and the last one kaler oren mcm garfield gitu...

Yg paling tua puteh, umur dlm 3tahun lebih daaa...dia ad anak putih kembar dua..boboy dgn ati...they always sleep together2.........sweet sgt haha...always takes care of other...uhuuu..
tgk kucing pun kita boleh belajar banyak tau dari depa...

Sorry sbb  xde gambar lagi 2 ekor tu sbb aku nih pilih kasih sikit!! hambik kau!! jahat sikit je la...
Kucing2ku semua flexible boleh makan segala mcm la...pernah skax tu aku tgk puteh makan rumput...lapaq sgt lettew...bukan  xbagi makan tp dah bagi pun tp still nak jugak...suka hati kau la teh...

boboy dgn ati dh mcm org dah makan nasik ja...
Aku nh xdidik dorang nak makan whiskies bagai....kena jimat la cek oii..makan nasi pun dah cukup.....
sama ja....kenyang macm tu jugak la...tp suka hati uolls la nak bg makan kucing uolls apa kan? Aku xde hak kowt...



from  left; puteh, boboy, ati

boboy tgh manja2 ngan daddy dia..

till then with love <3


Rabu, 18 Jun 2014

resepi aiskrim oreo..omnomnom

Salam to all :)

sharing is caring and saving....
Aku just nak chare resepi home made aiskrim yg aku nak try this weekend...
before that kena igt dulu step2 dia...


jom try!!

nh aku copy dr FB page resipi hawa

"saya tertarik dengan menu membuat aiskrim di Rumah... Sebab saya suka makan aiskrim.

jadi, saya dah copy paste menu ini, dan kongsikan pada anda semua, Yang dah berkeluarga, boleh cuba bagi anak2 dan suami makan... (buat waktu anak2 tgh merajuk kompom xjadi merajuk budak tu)

Aiskrim Oreo handmade yang SEDAP !!! kalah Oreo Mc Flurry Mc D

cara buat?
- setengah tin susu pekat (ikut kemanisan masing2)
- 1 1/2 gelas susu cair (ikut kecairan @ kepekatan yang dikehendaki)
- 1 sudu ovalette (pastikan halal)
- sedikit esen vanilla
1) blendkan sampai gebu.

2) gaulkan hasil yang di blend dengan biskut oreo (vanilla) yang dah dihancurkan.

3) masukkan dalam peti ais. (freezer)

4) MAKAN !!!!!!! sampai menjilat sudu~!!! 





*dah reti buat, x perlu la beli kat McD lagi.... hehe

UOLLS!! Mcm sedap je..mcm best je..jom try!!

nnt aku update yg aku buat sendiri kay...

till then with love <3

love the moment after exam

salam to all.... :)

Ya Allah hepinya exam dah habis and next step tawakkal je la ...personally aku dh lali dgn sangat dgn exam...just do it to the best i can...relax mcm mna pun sure ketaq lutut tu mmg ado la...korang mmg tipu la kalau korang cakap x nebes....siap ulang-alik masuk toilet kan???
jgn nak tipu okay!!

fine! kalau korang relax tp normal la kan bile nebes, bowel motility pun tgk dok increase jugak...

org selalu pesan kalau dah lepas exam tu jgn ingat2 balik kan?? aku xde niat pun ank igt balik just nak recall tuk bwt memory and share dgn korg ap yg aku bersengkang mata sampai study tuk exam neyh...

just now, aku exam OSCE @objective structural clinical exmination...exam nh mcm pit stop mcm tu la...
ade 15 station and 4 minutes each...4 minutes je!! ok aku ulang balik kay..EMPAT MINIT JE!!! mana sempat woiiii!!but nothing can be done..dh mmg policy hehe...kalau aku jadik dean aku buat 2 minit ja..hambik kau!!!
puas hati!!!!

so station tu mcm biasa la ade tunjuk gambau2 mcm, xray la...bla2 bla2..tp yg berderau nh ad interactive session....mcm consultation olok2 la!!! olok2 pun ad doctor tgh tgk kowt...seghiau makk....tp the best things time aku exam tadi, dr syamsul the generous yg ada...so apa lagi aku mmg nak perform la sbb dr baik nak mampusss!! xpernah failkan student tau...

kalau nak review question tu, meh nak share station yg aku rasa aku kantoiii...

firstly, soalan sal contents of rigivedon??
apa tu?? pil perancang  la sayang2ku...haha...nh picture dia..
kalau xblajaq medic mmg aku takkan ambik tahu pun unless bila nak merancang la :P

rigevidon pil perancang
so soalan tya mcm biasa la....what is this, indications and missed pill....

tp aku sakit hati bila tak ingat contents dia..mmg la combined estrogen and progestogen tp dose tu sumpahh memang akuxigt langsung....

so mula la kita menggoreng dgn hangitnya...hentam
kromo je la..malu nak share jawapan...

jawapan copy je nh....RIGEVIDON® 150 micrograms/30 micrograms coated tablets
levonorgestrel and ethinylestradiol

next question yg lawak bile sampai interactive session...ehemmm...!!

so aku jenguk la sebalik curtain tu ad dr syamsul and sorang kakak nh yg kena panggil berlakon la utk kitaorng....
first yg  nampak atas meja..NICOTINE GUM!! ok fair enough sbb dah baca kowt...so dia bg situation, patient pregnant 14 week, chronic smoking..opt for NRT la...so dia suh explain how to used that la...

so aku dengan bersemangat nih, ceghita bukan main!! hehe bajet confident la....

akak tu tya, dr segi islam merokok tu mcm mna??? so aku kata la FATWA DAH HARAM DAH KAK!! kena ikut la hehe kalau nak jadi muslim sejati...ewahhh gitu :)
pastu dkt2 nak habis masa tu...
kakak tu tya lagi boleh makan tak nicotine nh time pregnant??

OPPPS!!! okayyy aku lupa!! dah la ceghita nak guna bagai nak rak tp NRT tak boleh guna la  time mengandung ...

hohoho...mayday2!! last minte yg terakhir tu aku  kata sebenarnya xboleh nh kaka kecuali mmg sgt2 memerlukan la...krrrringggggg...times up...and i saw dr samsul just smile at me...
owh dr...pls let me pass...i dont want to do remedial with you...i dah janji nak buat elective dkat HSAH dh nh...

more or less my exam ends just like that...harap boleh lepas cukup2 utk aku bwt elective....

so right after exam, aku and one of my buddy oghang kedah jugak dgn lajunya bergerak ke terminal nak beli tiket balik yay!! hepi tahap gunung everest dh nak balik sgt2!!

yg nh je la yang ado..naik je la.. janji sampai umah  :)

part of it tak sabar nak make over rumah yg baru renovate....theme kaler bilik all pink and white la sbb ayah dah cat pink pun even sebelum aku balik lagi pun...eksaited sangat2 nih!

bagi teaser sikit :)

cadaq baru beli :) nak sgt pink kan??

ok bai! aku nak kemas barang nak balik :) till then.





Ahad, 15 Jun 2014

kaulah segalanya untukku

salam to all :) and HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
peneman aku study :) ayah and arwah mak <3

org kata anak perempuan nih kalau iras2 ayah..murah rezeki..hmm memang aku la tu.....AMINN... Now dah past 12, so dh belated FATHER'S DAY dah pun, tp little thing to share pasal relationship kakak-ayah...

Aku and ayah dah macam copycat la org kata baik dr segi perangai, tngkah laku, gaya makan, bakkata semuanya la..ayah nh kalau org pandang nampak cenge' la org kedah kata, tp dalam hati ada taman and ad sense of humour..macam aku jugak la...and yg paling best ayah selalu ada bila sya dlm keadaan susah...


kalau call, aku la yg kaki membebel  kat phone, cita itu ini..ayah listens well and selalu gelakkan aku...but the best thing is kalau x call ayah or even umi, mst hati rasa kosong...family la dunia aku...

disebabkan aku anak perempuannya yg sorang nh jer..ayah memang protective..pernah ad satu insiden yg aku terlupa nak call ayah once ak dah sampai kat kuantan...sebab selalunya aku mmg call, tp nk dijadikan cerita, phone xde bateri..so alamatnya,kena marah dgn ayah kat fon tp yg tersentuhnya, dengar nada suara ayah dah lain..T-T..huhu, aku rase bersalah sangat that day and i promised that would be the first and the last...

special untuk ayah tersayang Ishak Abdul,
sepanjang 24 tahun nh, kakak nak minta maaf banyak2 dengan ayah, sbb dh byak kecilkan hati ayah, insyaALLAH, kakak akan belajar rajin2 and banggakan ayah...terima kasih ayah untuk semuanya..Ayah hingga ke SYURGA :)- — feeling blessed.

till then with love...

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